Looking

I am looking for some peace of mind, searching for stability and a calm that isn't the deep intake of breath before a rage filled uncontrollable storm. I am my mothers opposite. She loves the adventure of change. For me, change is the most terrifying thing in the world. Change in my life has rarely occurred without a tearing of another piece of my soul. I see and sense the change on the horizon. I cling to my soul like a daemon.